like please can we just talk about how sharon’s sidearm of choice is an FNP-45 Tactical
this is a huge fucking gun, okay, it’s built for serious use and re-use and is designed for high-volume usage, it’s not only exceptionally accurate it’s also BUILT FOR USE AS A HOME PROTECTIVE WEAPON, it’s got several features that allow for quick release of the safety (aka “cocked-and-locked” aka she can lock it down WITH A ROUND CHAMBERED for safety AND incredibly quick response times)
it’s not a “lady gun” it’s not a small-caliber weapon that’s easy to conceal it’s A SPORT WEAPON WITH A PINDOT SIGHT it’s meant for people who take pride in being a good shot and intend to defend themselves at all times. it’s HEAVY and HUGE and favored by people with who have substantial history and experience with firearms.
literally by her choice of sidearm (because there’s no way a gun like that is SHIELD-issue), Sharon presents herself as a pro-active person, front-facing and aggressive, willing and able to defend herself, educated and CAPABLE AND KNOWLEDGABLE.
give me all of the boss agent Sharon you have thanks
Give Me Your Filth (15379 words) by Dira Sudis
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
Relationships: James “Bucky” Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James “Bucky” Barnes
Additional Tags: HYDRA Trash Party, Rape, Torture, Waterboarding, Flashbacks, Panic, Restraints, Hurt No Comfort, Internalized Victim Blaming
"I don’t care," Bucky said. "I don’t care which one was you and which one was someone else. You’re underneath me now. It’s my turn. I do things now, and you lie there and take it."
This was going to hurt.
…I’m just going to leave that there, like a cat leaves a maimed but not quite dead fluffy animal on your pillow. Because it loves you.
*scuttles back to the dumpster, burrows under drift of soiled library books and rotten apples*
2. I’m not much for cooking but there will always be coffee.
3. I’ll wear anything of yours with sleeves. I love when they’re long enough to wrap around my hands.
4. Sometimes the world is too harsh, too big. It’s hard to leave the house on days like those.
5. When I was sick as a kid my mom would run a bath for me and wash my hair. It was always so soothing. Maybe you could do that every once in a while.
6. I find it difficult to finish most things. My room is home to countless journals of incomplete thoughts.
7. I won’t love you any less in December. I think my heart just wasn’t meant for the cold.
8. I never truly know why I’m crying so don’t bother to ask, simply be there.
9. There’s whiskey in the medicine cabinet.
10. If things get terribly bad, please don’t give up. Get me in the car and drive to the sea. The waves beneath my toes will wake me up and I’ll be yours again. Things to know before promising you’ll stay (via claudebukowski)